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Excuses Needed

Annyeong! :mrgreen:

How are you today? Fine? Unwell?
Do you ever feel want to cry out loud but you don’t have any reason to cry? We women must be ever feel this feeling.

Some people say that another twins of yours is crying there in another world (well I’m not really sure about this..) But the only thing that we need is to find some excuses.

I often cry when I’m alone and cry as much as I want. Just me alone. I think about my past, my faults, regrets, and whatever I’d like to think. Then crazy minds come to me. Thinking about “no one loves me”, “I better commit a suicide”. Just thinking “what the hell I’m thinking in this world”. “What about I’m walking in this world alone”. “What about I don’t care about my friends, my family”. “What about I’m just disappear in this world”. “Would it be better for me to leave this world”. “Would it be better for world if I disappear”.

Thinking all of those makes me feel better. And I started to arrange plans for what I should do next. That’s kind of refreshing. It makes you thankful by being in this world, you realize that you have so much to do in this world. There are not enough good things you do in this world. You haven’t make your parents proud. And there are too many things that haven’t settle yet.

That feeling usually comes up in your PMS or when you’re feeling down. “Sometimes that’s okay to be not okay.” Don’t worry, just remember those words. It’ll keep your mind healthy and think clearly to complete your job.

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Bang Yong Guk – AM 4:44 Lyrics [Romanized + English Translation]

♬ Bang Yong Guk – AM 4:44 Lyrics ♬

Romanized

Du eokkae-ui jilmeojin mugeo-un jim
Naega sseun gamyeoni eolmana museo-unji
Nugudo moreugejji su manh-eun saramdeur-ui hwanhowa bakkun nae
Yeoljeongi mweonji nado moreugesseo
Gudi aesseo mweor wihae gyesog dallineunji
Yeoldong gamgwa chwi-ui shigman nama nae mogeur orhaemaeneun hyeonshil
Mwoga mwonji insaenge deonjin nae khadeuga jinjjaro oreun geonjineun
Namdeuri pandanhae mwoga geuri gandanhae
Ma-eumeul dameun nae gasadeureun geudeuregen ilgeobol gachido eobji
Dadeul dongwa myeongyeman jjoggireul wonhae
Gyeolgug nae gasadeureun sseuregi pyeongi GO AWAY

Wae dadeul naegeman pyeonhyeobhan shiseoni dwae
Mwor-haedo sesangeun yeolshimhiman georeoddeon
Naegen jeonbu da wiseon-ine
Go gaereul ddeoddeot-hage deureobwaddeon
Eorin aireul saramdeureun chyeoda bwa meongcheonghage
Balmgo jjiggo sseureo ddeurigo naseo eoreundeureun ppeonppeonhage geogjeonghane YEH
Don-euro dulleossahin gachigwa ppittureo jyeobeorin geudeur-ui nachimban
Majimag ggaji nal gamssajima geureon nomi dwiramyeon charari ddeonaji nan
G euge haengboghage dallyeowaddeon dongsaengdeuri daehan jon-gyeong
Naegen bam haneul wie nae gaseum sog harabeojireul wihan gonggyeong

Naeil bam mada heureuneun na-ui norae
Sseulde-eobjji geunyang igeon nae gobaeg
Nae harabeoji pumeuro I will go back
I know it I know it I know it ganjeolhae nan
Da jeoriga da jeoriga
I bireomeogeul sesang da jeoriga
Da jeoriga da jeoriga
Dongjeong eorin shiseon da jeoriga
Da jeoriga da jeoriga
Sarang ddawin piryo eobseo da jeoriga
Da jeoriga da jeoriga da jeoriga

Naeil bam nappeun saegakdeullo wirobge eonjena bamerul saeji
Amudo nal anajul piryo eobseuni hangsang nae ibeul kkug damun geoji
Soju hanjane seulpeumeul machwishikyeo gyeolloneun dan han-gajiya
Do isang gieokdo najil anha daeche naran byeongshinsaekki ga mwonji
Hyeong, dongsaeng deurege mwolhadeun hangsang nan hanchi bukkeureo-um-eobshi
Salgo shippeosseo igeseul malchyeonon saekkidereun baebulli salgo ijjanha
Gyaedeuri namgin pihae ui-shig ddawi jeoldae shin-gyeong ansseudeushi
Mushighan-geoddeureul ssag da ijeuryeo-aesseo igeon machi gongheohan meonji
Nae winsone deul aryagdeul cheoreom nae sarangdo nal ddeona gasseo
Nae fan deuri nae du soneul jabeo sseureojiji anhge nal kkwag anaseo
I know nal gadanoheun hyeonshir-ui mugegamgo
Modu nae beoryeodunchae geunyang ul goshipeo
Piryo han-geog gata nan naui anshigcheo right?

Naeil bam mada heureuneun na-ui norae
Sseulde-eobjji geunyang igeon nae gobaeg
Nae harabeoji pumeuro I will go back
I know it I know it I know it ganjeolhae nan

Niga i sesangeseo jeil wirobgo himideulddaen
Niga eokkaereul naega dudeuryeo julkke an-gyeodo dwae geuddaen
Heona neon naega himideulddaen jeoldaero gwanshim jocha-eobge
Naegeseo meolli kkeojyeo beoryeo wiroseokkin mal seonbu ui-mi-eobne wae?
Sangcheoran ui-mineun naenen no way geojitmal ppunin saramdeurege
Maeil bam akmong-e shidallyeo caebeoryeo dwo
I’m just doing ma things

Naeil bam mada heureuneun na-ui norae
Sseulde-eobjji geunyang igeon nae gobaeg
Nae harabeoji pumeuro I will go back
I know it I know it I know it ganjeolhae nan
Da jeoriga da jeoriga
I bireomeogeul sesang da jeoriga
Da jeoriga da jeoriga
Dongjeong eorin shiseon da jeoriga
Da jeoriga da jeoriga
Sarang ddawin piryo eobseo da jeoriga
Da jeoriga da jeoriga da jeoriga

I’m just doin ma things

Everything’s gonna be alright

~~~~~

English Translation

The heavy weight carried on two shoulders
Nobody would know how scary the mask I wear is
I don’t even know what I traded my passion for in place of everyone’s cheers
For what am I insisting on trying so hard for to keep on running
Feeling inferior and guilty are what’s left reality is rising and blocking my throat
What is what if the card life has thrown at me is really right
Others judge for me what is so simple
The lyrics I put my heart into isn’t worth reading to them
Everyone wants to chase after money and fame
In the end my lyrics are trash letters GO AWAY
Why do they all only look at me close mindedly Whatever I did to walk enthusiastically the world
To them was hypocrisy trying to holding his head up in pride
People stared at the young child like he was dumb adults shamelessly worry for you after stepping, ripping, and making you fall over yeh
Values surrounded with money their crooked compass
Don’t try to defend me until the end I rather leave than become like someone like them
Respect toward my dongsaengs who thought it was happiness and ran
To me above the night sky reverence for my grandfather in my heart

Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need

Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away

Every night I spend my lonely nights with bad thoughts
No one needs to hold me so I shut my mouth tight
With a glass of soju I anesthetize the sadness in the end it’s all one thing
I don’t even remember any more just what a dumb shit like me is
I wanted to live without an ounce of shame to my hyungs and dongsaengs no matter what I did
The assholes who ruined this are living with their bellies full
Just as they don’t pay attention to the victim mentality they have left behind
To try to forget all the ignorant ones is like empty dust
Just like the pills in my left hand my love has also left me
My fans hold my two hands and hold me so I won’t fall
I know I want to leave and put down the weight of reality that trapped me and just cry
I think I need it I’m my own refuge right?

Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need

When you’re feeling the loneliest and having a hard time from this world
I will pat your shoulder you can lean into me then
However, whenever I am having a hard time so that you won’t even be interested
Get far away from me, all the words of comfort is meaningless
Why?
The meaning of ‘hurt’ to me, no way only to the people full of lies
Everynight I suffer through nightmares, leave me alone
I’m just doin ma things

Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away

I’m just doin ma things

Everything’s gonna be alright

~~~~~

Thanks to @bitakou for hangul lyric and @baptrans for english lyric. Romanized by @peachytaemints

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Brightest Star 🌟

Laying down on the ground full of green grass
You can see many stars up above the sky in the lonely night
You can choose some beautiful stars
Those stars with the most shining amongst the others
You can watch them until you fall asleep
You open your eyes
You can see the brightest star from those shining stars
It’s so far away
You can’t reach it
You can only close your eyes
And try to reach it
The brightest one is still there right above the sky
Whenever you open your eyes..
You will only see it from afar
It suddenly blinded you
You can’t open your eyes
You loose the brightest star
Then you can’t see anything
You close your eyes

Then you wait for another lonely night

Laying down on the hill full of flowers
You realize you can’t find the previous brightest star
You realize you need to see another brightest star
To set your new hope
You close your eyes
Something blinded you
You open your eyes
Another brightest star comes to you
You promise you will never close your eyes
To make it stay with you forever
Even it totally blinded you up
Because
You know how hard to find another brightest star

But
What you can do
If the previous brightest star
Still the waiting for you
In the same place..
🌟

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Naruto Chapter 699 & Chapter 700

Hello :(

Today I’m feeling so sad because Naruto has come to an end! But it’s a happy ending tho! Even though the story is easy to guess, but it is really a great story! I love you Masashi Kishimoto! There are so many my favorite pages, but I’ll pick these pics that pumped my heart.

Sasuke and Sakura

Sasuke and Sakura

And this is on the last chapter. Naruto and his son, Bolt. He is very similar to Naruto, a troublemaker.

Naruto and Bolt

Naruto and Bolt

Thanks for the story, Masashi! Been loving Naruto for more than eight years! Now it has come to an end. Totally enjoy it. Actually the story is very simple, but you managed to make it complex (yeah genius!). I don’t know I should be happy or sad or what, because a part of me has gone and I’ll not be waiting for the next chapter every week anymore :( Great one, Masashi!